Tuesday, December 31, 2013
The whole year has been, so far so good. I've realized a lot of things so far. I've gone through quite many emotional expression, it is kinda suck, but kinda cool sometimes. Hard to express.
It's New Year Eve's today, I really don't know what else to blog about. So, I'm gonna end this post here now. Happy New Year! :)
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Saturday, September 7, 2013
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Thursday, July 25, 2013
I used to love giving some people advices, but then some other people also love to give me advice that I do not want to listen to... That is when I stop giving any advices to some people. I just thought maybe some people would just hates my advices like I hate some other people's advices as well.
Don't you think so?
I just fricking hate some people's advices, but they just won't stop talking and there is nothing I could do to stop them. All I wanna do and say is to walk away and tell them to leave me alone. They just won't shut up, seriously.
Self-note: So, if you think you are still stupid then don't bother giving any people advices. You're just pathetic, who knows?
I'm a picky kind of person. Don't give me advice because you think are older than me, don't give me advice if you thought I might be stupid, don't give me advice if you have very bad past exprience (I don't wanna hear your past experience and then you would go on and compare my current life to your past, I hate that!)...
Farewell. Give me a break and leave me alone.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
A week before the national election....
So, me and my friends are going to have a home-party one day before the national election day. And today, some of my friends told us that they don't think they can make it at all, one simple reason is that their mom does not allow them to go out on that day because of the election.
Then I thought to myself....
We are actually living in a very very ugly and unsafe country, aren't we? Why are we so afraid about the election when we have done nothing wrong? I mean, isn't it our job not to be afraid of nothing as long as we have done nothing wrong? And, aren't we currently living in a Democracy country? I feel like shit nowadays, I feel like this country is not safe anymore, I feel like I'm in a communist country or whatever crap.
I also thought....
Maybe this current Prime Minister in my country must be really suck and cruel as some has said, because he actually expected that he will definitely won this election, BUT if he doesn't, shit will definitely happen in CAMBODIA (He said that the civil war will happen in Cambodia if he lose). I mean, yep, that is what he said by himself... you see, isn't that called "selfishness" and a very good example of "A bad leader"? I never expect any leader(s) could say such things to thier own country. It means that he won't give a fuck about us people anymore if he lose this election. He might just let us die in a civil war and he could just fuck himself off with his family to abroad or stuff. What a bitch.
I don't know. I just feel like we should not afraid of anything now. I know that this old guy will win this term election again, no surprise. And he will live happily ever after for 5 more years. And Cambodian people will suffer ever after for another 5 years. The end.
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Word can't express how much I love these 3 ladies. I could cry now. The only awesome people I could hang out with without having any kind of awkwardness at all. Never, and not at all.
Thank you for being awesome, thank you for being a good listener(s), thank you for acceptng me for who I am. Thank you for being crazy with me. I don't think I could find other people who could be as stupid with me as these three. I've had an awesome college life because of them. And I feel lucky for knowing them. Thanks fate for bringing them into my life.
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
I think... people my age should say what they wanna say, do what they wanna do and go where they wanna go, and that elders shouldn't get involve, shouldn't give the idea of disagreement toward what they wanna say, do or go.
I think... people my age are capable enough to make their own decisions, to talk about what is in their mind, and to go where they always wish to go.
I think... elders in my country are too judemental that they are actually lower the self-esteem of the youngsters in my generation.
I think... youngsters in my country are too scared to actually reveal what is in their mind to the elders, too scared to try to talk and convince the elders that their ideas are actually better, too scared to discuss the ideas with elders, too scared to make their own decisions, too scared to fall, too scared to make mistakes and too scared to admit the fault.
I think... elders in my country shouldn't tell their youngsters not to this or not to that, because if they never fall how could they actaully learn to be successful? I mean, what's the point of being successful by only do what other told you to? I mean, falling down by your own decision is actually better than rising high by doing nothing and just listen to other people. I mean, what's there to be happy about, or what's there to celebrate anyway? Since your success doesn't come from your head anyway.
I think... elders in my country should learn to listen to young people's ideas and admit if their ideas are actually better.
I think... elders in my country shouldn't be so strictful that their children are having trouble to express something, or to do something. I know they are being protective, but some just go overboard.
I think... people my age, my generation, should all get the job, care about the outside world, go abroad, travel lots of places, see lots more of the world, go volunteers, be confident, be brave, be cool, be themselves, be who they wanna be, fall in love, buy more good books to read, watch less TV, learn to blog, learn foreign languages, work hard - play harder, don't care too much about what other people say, don't judge, sing out loud, enjoying life, meditate, and so on... and last but not least is that you have to GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE, it is a must.
I think... my life is my life, and other people need to stop butting in and say this, say that, and judge my effing life. MY LIFE, MY RULE. Everyone, please get out and leave me alone. The thing is, I don't give a fuck about other people's life simply because I don't want them to give a fuck about mine too, why can't they understand this? Why do they have to joining in, butting in, sitting in a round table telling me to do this and that? Seriously, don't they have a life to live their own? I'm pissed.
My life must be so suck now that I could blog all of that, don't you think so? Too sick and tired these days, I desperately need a cool effing good holidays now, if only I have a gut to take action on it and don't give a fcuk about what people here say.
Monday, July 1, 2013
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
So, so... My Tumblr blog just turned 3 yesterday, whoot whoot.
I remember when I first being in that tumblr world, was so addicted to it, and yep, been wasted so much time with it lol. Life was so different back then, you know with all those bloggers I follow, they shared us a unique lifestyle and stuff...
I actually learned a lot from it. But, I guess, my time wasting there is already more than enough, and yep, I haven't been there months ago, almost year(s). Time flies, things change, and I'm old now, my tumblr also gets old, eh?
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Some people makes bad decision in life and blame it on others. I mean, life is too short to push the problems back and forth to one another. You know you have to deal with it like an educated person do. It goes like this, if the decision has been made, and then you reach the point where you think "I shouldn't have done that since the first place." - Well, don't panic (and most of all, don't tryna think about that one(or more) person who had been there and help you make that decision), you know if you can make shyt go wrong, then you sure as hell can make it go right. Don't be afraid to walk a new way, don't be afraid to see things in the different view, don't be afraid to change, don't be afraid to start all over again. You never know what's waiting for you outside the tunnel if you refuse to stand up and walk out of it.
I'm 19th, and I don't support the idea of anyone over the age of 18 and still go left and right asking almost everyone on earth on making that one decision that they can't decide on their own. I believe that if people just pay a little more attention on that choices they have, then they will make the good one. I think the choices that I've made on my own so far, is way better than the choices which I seek advices from others. You may say, I don't listen to anyone, in fact I just believe in myself more than I actually believe in anyone else.
I always trust my instinct, and that one moment when I say I will do it, then that is the moment when I have to admit that if something goes wrong, then it will be on me, myself, the only one, and no others involve. The same as when we seek the opinions from others, that exact moment when you ask others, that is the exact moment when you have to be sure that if something goes wrong, then the blame will be on you, yourself only - Don't even think about bursting the blame on others, coz you're the one who trust others' decision more than your own. So, deal with it.
I've made quite a few adventurous decisions for my own life, and I open for the advices from everyone that wanna share. But still, my own decision will still go first, so if the majority goes with mine, then bang!!! OFF WE GO!!! But even when no one agreed with me, I still don't give a fcuk, it is my life, my drama and I'm the director, if shyt go right, I celebrate, if shyt go wrong, don't give up and just move on. I guess, life has more shyt for us to deal with, we can't just stop there, it's boring to just stand still and regret the things that can't be changed, agree not?
-Blogging from my phone.
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Some Cambodian Facebookers needs to stop spelling the word "Friend" as in "Fri". I just found it too annoying, seriously. The word "Fri" itself if we have to pronounce it, it would sounds as "Fry" which means to fry something or whatever - which does not even sound a bit like the word "Friend", so why do they keep writing just "Fri" instead of "Friend"???!! They shortcut it too effing short, I get annoyed. And as we know, this three little letter "F R I" is well-known as "Friday", so when someone in facebook say "Today hang out with all fri and had so much fun" - Did they mean: "Today hang out with all Friday and had so much fun? Hah! Pfffft. I mean, I also write some words short - but it should at least makes sense ok? My quick typing to "Friend" is "Fren". I don't say mine is better, but at least it sounds almost the same as the original one.
BUT, you should know this, no matter how hurried I am, I always type everything in full words, I don't short-cut it. Why? It's a habit, a very good habit for you, I guaranteed. Some people are poor in vocabulary, and spelling, why? Because they don't practice it even when they can. Facebook, Twitter, or any other social network is a very great place to practice one's vocabulary and spelling. I don't say I'm pretty good with vocabulary, but at least I don't always spell most words wrong :P They didn't realized how this small thing could actually make a big changes for them. It is.
And, it is true that famous Cambodians Facebookers is such a bad influence to some Cambodian with the way they posted or captioned something. This word "Fri" itself, I believe was coming from those so-called "cutie" girls who is famous or well-known on facebook, then it gets like a big hits or something, then "some" fellow facebookers just keep on using it. Tsk tsk. And the word "nob nob" whatevery shyt as well. I get disgust just by typing it now. Seriously. "SOME" People need to stop this. Please.
Alright, to wrap up the post, just wanna say, Friend we spell "F-R-I-E-N-D" and NOT "F-R-I".
Thank you. Bye.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Okay, well, blogging from Phnom Penh, taking a break from everything for two days now otherwise I might exploded. Yep.